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hi i'm clarissa & bands ruined my life - BASTILLE, The 1975, HAIM, Bad Suns, Imagine Dragons, The Neighbourhood + more

so this may be slightly irrelevant at this point but i just need to post this and get it off my chest. this has given me a lot of anxiety and stress and no one probably cares but im gonna post anyways. i was one of the people who tweeted at dan two nights ago after the minneapolis show, though i was not one of the people criticizing him for not coming out. i would never tweet something that i would think that one of my favorite people would have an issue with. when i saw that he was replying to fans, i tweeted him and said “what i dont understand is that you have a day off tomorrow but you couldnt take a few minutes to come meet us?” this was at 2 am and i was crying because i had given my time to try to meet them, but i understand that they are busy people and dont have time to do everything. all i wanted was a little closure, a little reasoning since i have been checking the photos of dan on instagram and saw that they had met people nearly every night on this tour, with all four of them coming out most times. dan replied to me with a fairly cold tweet about how they are humans and they dont have a day off. i will own up to the fact that i assumed that they had a day off when they dont, but i honestly am still confused as to why he responded to what was supposed to be a simple, not offensive at all tweet. i know i did not pay for a meet and greet and i know that i was taking a risk trying to meet them, but of course i was still upset. what i mainly took issue with was that they didnt send anyone to come say that they were sorry they couldnt meet us, they are really busy, and they would have loved to meet us. it could have been one of them yelling to us from the top of the loading dock, coop, greg or dick, literally anyone. we got no acknowledgement at all from them. one moment they were there and the next they were gone. they drove in their tour bus right past a group of about 30 of their biggest fans from this area and completely ignored us and that is what i take issue with. not even a simple wave through the window. it left everyone really confused and it was very awkward. not to mention the fact that i had to stand on the curb in a minnesota october when a pearl jam concert was just getting out next door and there were hella drunk people around. one guy was talking with me, my friend and my mom and was slurring and being ridiculous. he physically hit my phone/hand away because i was apparently being rude to him, which i was not. i was so fucking scared because i had no idea what he would do and that did not help the whole situation. not to mention, a similar person was grabbing a girls ass which is wrong on so many levels. i know that i cant expect to meet them and i want people to understand that that was not what i was intending by the tweet in the first place. to conclude this long rant, i would just like to say that you all should not judge because you have no idea people’s intentions, mine in this case. honestly i dont really feel a need to be on tumblr after this whole fiasco so i will probably be taking a hiatus for a few weeks. if you made it through this whole post, congrats you are one hell of a trooper. x

so i think i just like this band a little too much and it’s not really doing me any favors

wont-you-let-it-dry:

TONIGHT WAS THE BEST THING EVERERR I WILL MAKE A POST LATER

LOL JK IT WAS PRETTY GOOD BUT THEY JUST DROVE AWAY ON THEIR TOUR BUS WITHOUT MEETING PEOPLE WHICH KIND OF SUCKS :)) AND THEY DIDNT WAVE AND THERE WERE A TON OF PEOPLE WAITING SO THAT WAS FUN!!!!!!!!!!

TONIGHT WAS THE BEST THING EVERERR I WILL MAKE A POST LATER

just got grizfolks setlist today just slays

dansmithmusic asked: Did they play any new songs at soundcheck??

YES I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WAS BUT DAN HAD THE FALSETTO THING GOING ON AND IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL

FRONT ROW MOTHERFUCKERS

FRONT ROW MOTHERFUCKERS

GIYS I HEARD SOUNDCHECK AND IT WAS B E A U T I F U L